I would like to think that one of my best qualities is my honesty. If I have something on my mind it is eventually going to come out...maybe not at the exact moment I am thinking it but trust me it will.
ESPECIALLY when it comes to relationships. I don't believe it BSing my way through them. What's the point...not that I'm old or anything...but I think I'm at the point in my life where I don't need to be wasting my time in relationships that don't work. It's a waste of my time, the other person's time, and everyone else's time around me because then they have to hear me bitch and moan about it all the time.
It kills me to watch people, especially those that I genuinely care about put themselves in positions where they know it isn't worth it. They are just clinging to something that has an inevitable timetable on it. That is no way to live and how can you honestly be happy like that?
Trust me, I'm no SUPER optimist and my heart has been TOTALLY ripped out of my chest and STOMPED on a couple times but I still have hope!!! I still am a little bit of a romantic and I know that settling isn't the way to go. I being with someone just to say I have someone is not the answer, so that way when I go to weddings I have a date, I don't feel lonely on those lame weekends.
My mom told the other day..."Kara, you will find someone who will come into your life and want to be a PART of your life and not just sit there and WATCH you live it!" Now that is what I want. And I think that that is the first key to a starting a good relationship...a genuine interest in the each other's lives...
it's just like the Spice Girls said...."If you wannabe my lover, you gotta get with my friends"
SO GET WITH IT!
---sidenote---
checkout this song: Heartbeats by Jose Gonzalez (AMAZING!)
Thursday, January 31, 2008
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